Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Are you Experienced?

I've been out of the loop for a while...

could say it's a lack of things to report..but ,not so... actually I've been trying to construct a roller coaster of my own...

so, was I successful? well..sadly no... but it was one hell of a journey... wild mood swings, supressed emotional outbursts, and constantly simmering undercurrent of tension... it's true what they say, it's a thin line between love & hate..

so why didn't it work out? well...that doesn't really matter, thats just for me and her to know..
but I've learned alot along the way...

Basic…everyday household things I should have learned a long time ago stuff… :-)

Let is flow… enjoy yourself, and don’t expect too much of yourself.. the result is not the end goal,
and never should be, the process should just be as enjoyable…
but progress, is a must.. one foot in front of the other, don’t stop…
and don’t hesitate, and when you decide to stop, be it on your own terms… a little cliched, but, it's new...for me anyway...

I’m getting serious, aren’t I… well..its an interesting subject… here’s to painful progress..

At least now…I can sing with Jimi Hendrix and scream “ yeah, baby, I’m experiencing !!”